"Whatcha doing, hun?"
"Writing in my journal."
"Really? Do you need a new one? Why are you writing on your iPad?"
"I just think I'll do it more often if I do it on here."
I smiled to myself, thinking of what a wonderful husband I have and how he motivates me to be better in his own funny way sometimes. I have been meaning to be a better journal writer, and I've also been meaning to write on this blog since it was created almost 8 months ago... Now, while I think it is sort of silly to keep a journal on an iPad, Spencer's dedication to finding ways to be more consistent in doing things that are important to him inspired me.
I snuggled into him, basking in contentedness, gratitude and joy. Those have been the overwhelming feelings in my life lately. I stand in awe each day at all that I enjoy. And while counting your blessings is vital to happiness, so is striving to do the little things each day that really count. That extra effort allows me to feel proud of myself and also gives me the sweet assurance that the Lord is proud of me too. It's a feeling of progress, of forward momentum, of excitement for the future, and of faith. And I owe so much of this joy to Spencer, who shares his hopes and dreams and goals with me, who is patient with me, who inspires and pushes me to be better, and who loves me despite knowing all my flaws.
